sherelle_25 - It kind of sucks being a girl.

So, lately I've been feeling like I'm going to cry. Even though I feel this way, I wont let myself do it because I'm afraid  I won't stop crying once I start. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can feel all this sadness just built up in me, and once it comes out I don't know if I'll be able to stop it. I'm trying so hard not to revert back to my old ways. Doing what I used to do to deal with my emotions wasn't and isn't effective. And as much as I know this, I still can't help feeling like it will give me some kind of relief. I'm really at a loss right now, and I feel like I might never get back on track.